311/365 You will never have what you seek on Flickr.
some days feel like this…this was taken last year, today is one of those very same days. I feel trapped, its part of my anxiety. I feel like all my thoughts and feelings are trapped inside my head and they will never see the light of day. My phobia is all linked with the feelings of being trapped in a situation I cannot get out from, with emetophobia being the biggest part. When it comes to being creative, its this strange worry that all the stuff is trapped inside me. I fucking hate my anxiety disorder. I hate it even more that I can see what is wrong but cannot get it into the right perspective to deal with it. I am also fully aware my anxiety gets worse when stress hits, trying to sell this house and sorting a move is bloody stressful and I take it out on myself. See I have all the answers I just don’t seem to be able to put them back together.